You’re So Different…

This Is Something I Have Been Waiting To Address For A While Now…

It Really Annoys Me When I See People Tweeting ‘yuk he’s so diffrnt aroun hiz boiz than he iz with me’ Or Something Along The Same Lines…

I Understand What Your Point Is. It Can Be Weird When You See Two Different People In One Person, BUT To Me – That Is Totally Natural…

Not One Person On This Planet Is Identical, So EVERY Person Brings Out Something Different In You. A Different Response. Emotion. Action. Thought.

Conversations With Different People Pull Responses From You. A Reason Why I Believe Conversations With Multiple People Enhance Our Understanding Of The World. You Learn So Much About Yourself In How You Respond To Others.

An Example Being – My Mother Asks Me “How Was Your Day?” And I Respond…

My Boy Asks – “What You Been On Today?” And I Respond…

Both Responses Will Be Totally Different, But Does That Mean I Am Acting/Frontin’ For Either…

So For Us To Be ‘The Same’ Around Everyone Would Be Un Natural Right. Obviously Your Underlying Morals Stay The Same, But Each Can Be Adjusted Within A Situation.

Conversations With Different People Pull Responses From You. A Reason Why I Believe Conversations With Multiple People Enhance Our Understanding Of The World. You Learn So Much About Yourself In How You Respond To Others.

I’ve Just Returned From Amsterdam So Probably Haven’t Gone Into As Much Detail As I Would Have Wished. Fuck It.

@FeFeDean

Peace & Power

I Guess It’s Just Life…

*Inserts Script, Showing A Deep Conversation Between A Male And A Female About A Situation That Has Evoked A Feeling*

 

 

“I Guess It’s Just Life…”

 

What The Fuck Do You Mean. We Can’t Continue Putting Scenarios, Problems Or Luck Down To It Just Being Life.

 

Life. What The Fuck Is Life.

 

It’s Undefinable.

 

What Am I Doing Here…

 

 

@FeFeDean

 

Peace & Power

 

 

Past Feelings

Closer To Death Than I Have Ever Been,

Feeling Freer Than I Have Ever Felt,

It’s The Feeling That One Feels When The Darkness Closes In,

And The Dreams About Death Feel A Little Closer,

Ghosts Of The Past Pop Up And The Feelings Push You Over,

What You Have Never Felt Becomes Acquainted With Your Soul With One Piercing Glare From The Dark Eyes Of A Dragon,

The Thoughts You Felt Become Closer Than You Could Ever Imagine,

Skulls Of The Underworld Are Within Reach Of Your Hands,

Pictured The World In Black And White,

The Black Closed In As You Questioned Life And You Wondering Why It Felt So Weird Was Nothing More Than A Wisp Of Smoke That Couldn’t Be Seen,

No Control,

Science,

Lied,

God,

Lied,

Life,

Lied,

And I Lay…

Feeling A Past Feeling.

 

@FeFeDean

 

Peace & Power

Frustration

Yes, I’ve Posted About A Similar Feeling Of Annoyance Before But This Is Constantly On My Mind…

 

Do You Ever Feel Angry, Frustrated Or Annoyed That Other Don’t Think Like You Do?

 

I Do, All The Time. Especially When They Way You Think Seems Like The Only Way That A Certain Situation Should Be Taken.

 

Though, It Is Impossible For Any Two Humans To Think Identically, I Wish It Wasn’t…

 

The Frustration, And Even Anger At The World Develops When You Fail To Put Across How You’re Thinking To Others. And Thoughts And Ideas Lose Impetus (https://leaningoverthebalcony.wordpress.com/wp-admin/post.php?post=303&action=edit)

 

The Feeling Of Irrelevance Sweeps Over You, I Have Something To Say, Something That Will Impact Upon People – Yet, Because They Don’t Think Like I Do – They Take It In A Different Light And What I Really Want To Say Is Never Said, And I Hide. And Get High. Frustration Grows As I Wonder Whether Anyone Will Understand Me…

 

Why?

Why?

 

 

@FeFeDean

 

Peace & Power