What The Fuck Was I Thinking…

Last Night I Was Very High… And I Often Write Freestyles That I Look Back On And Think ‘What The Fuck Was I Thinking?’ – Though, There’s Usually A Line Or Two That I Look At And Think ‘What The Fuck Was I Thinking…’

So Here It Is…

 

Perfect Peace,

In The Deepest Sleep,

Is When I Think About Loved Ones Laid To Rest In Peace,

But Weirdly That Is When I Feel Most Free…

 

Peace & Power

 

@FeFeDean

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Past Feelings

Closer To Death Than I Have Ever Been,

Feeling Freer Than I Have Ever Felt,

It’s The Feeling That One Feels When The Darkness Closes In,

And The Dreams About Death Feel A Little Closer,

Ghosts Of The Past Pop Up And The Feelings Push You Over,

What You Have Never Felt Becomes Acquainted With Your Soul With One Piercing Glare From The Dark Eyes Of A Dragon,

The Thoughts You Felt Become Closer Than You Could Ever Imagine,

Skulls Of The Underworld Are Within Reach Of Your Hands,

Pictured The World In Black And White,

The Black Closed In As You Questioned Life And You Wondering Why It Felt So Weird Was Nothing More Than A Wisp Of Smoke That Couldn’t Be Seen,

No Control,

Science,

Lied,

God,

Lied,

Life,

Lied,

And I Lay…

Feeling A Past Feeling.

 

@FeFeDean

 

Peace & Power

I Believe In Shooting Stars…

Wednesday, 6th September – 11.45pm

As I Delved Into My Bag To Get My House Keys, After An Evening Chill With @JunaCosmos & @4lchemist – I Looked Up And Saw, What I Initially Thought Was A Plane, The Most Beautiful Shooting Star. I Know It’s Possible To Lay And Look Up At The ‘Pin Prick’ Stars That Move Around Ever So Slightly – But This One Shot Across The Dark Sky For Around A Second And Vanished. Now, I’m Not A Scientist But The Picture That We See Above Us Actually Happened. The Light That We See Is Actually Millions Of Years Old!

I Looked Around Me To See If Anyone Else Had Witnessed Such Beauty, But There Was No One About – What If I Was The Only One To Have Seen It – I Stood Stationary Thinking About How Beautiful The World That We Live In Is. Is It Gods Creation? Yes. Has The World Developed Over Millions (Millions? Surely More) Of Years Into What It Is Now? Yes. God’s Creation v The Big Bang Is A Topic For Another Day.

I Have Written This, And Then Thought That Words Can’t Captivate The Beauty I Witnessed.

Oh Well…

Peace & Power

@FeFeDean